Okay, so..

Basically, I’m really just upset and annoyed and angry and I don’t even know what else because the laptop isn’t working (this isn’t why but it leads onto it..), so we need to replace the battery and charger for it. So, my mum said to go in her bag and find the sheet of paper which had details on it, or something? But whilst I was looking for it in her bag, I saw a letter from the NHS. I wasn’t going to read it at first because it wasn’t my business, well I thought it wasn’t, but at a glance I saw my name in bold so I felt I had to read it then. Turns out, I have an appointment with some doctor to talk about my mental health sometime in September. 

I seriously can’t believe it though. I wish that I would have been told at least. Why would my mum keep it a secret from me if it is for me and what they think is my benefit? It looks like she has had it for a while from the looks of the condition it’s in, so why haven’t I been told or anything is what I really just don’t understand. I don’t need help, I just need time and to get away for a while maybe.